Would I still be trans if I were born conventionally feminine?

This is kind of a deeply personal post which is odd but I need peoples advice who I don’t know,

I, 21m, am yk, transmasc! It’s a very lovely experience, I have very supportive friends and I’ve been off and on testosterone for a while trying to feel out where I want to be as a person

But I’ve been wondering, I was very tall and masculine from a young age, I’m 6ft tall with broad shoulders and a less prominent chest, and honestly I could’ve been taller had I not had cancer when I was a teen. But all this to say, I’m finding myself interested in dresses and having a more prominent chest, and it’s very conflicting with my current journey of masculinity. Like if I’d been shorter, or just a bunch of things, would I simply be different? Either way it kind of feels like I’m betraying a part of myself, I could be happy without the feminine stuff but idk! It’s weird, any advice?